Last Wed, sis and Thu, Masa and Fu the driver and I went to Freo for fish and chips. And Masa bought me and sis each a drink(he owed us :P) and we drank till we both were high while eating our lunch! Well, unsatisfied after lunch, another round of drink. Both sis and I.
Then, we went to the Maritime Museum to find out whether that front part of the maritime vehicle is a ship/submarine. Well, we saved our $5 not to go into the museum. It's really cool. Fu was right. It's a submarine on display. Too badd we didn't went into there. So just hang out to take picture.
Next, we headed to Cottesloe Beach. I still remember those car rides. ♥ It's funny guys!! We headed to Galleria then Pizza Hut and buy 2 big one and left for Fu's house. I was having headache + feel really sleepy all the way. Fu gave me to drink the Cider he bought from Ikea. It was good. Tasted like soda. Almost fell asleep while sitting on the beanie bag with sis!
I gotta rush back, so we went to King's Park for the night view. It's my 1st time going to the park at night. It was awesome. High school kids are having prom photography session. It was awesome. The conclusion for the day: Awesome and enjoyed it a lot!! we shall have another car ride! I've finished my Fish and chips that! Probably because I was high and it's my 1st time going out with my coursemates. Actually, 2nd time but the 1st, Masa didn't come.
I went to watch Transformers 2 the week before. It was awesome!! Sis wants me to company her to watch The Proposal. Hmmm. We shall enjoy our holiday sis! Before we go back to college.
Memories just flew back,
The moments when we had in the past,
For I couldn't tell and judge,
The answers are unanswered.
Why I didn't see this at first?
I should have wait longer for it.
But I didn't.
Would it be what I am thinking all this while?
Would it?
............to be continue.
Oh ya... I just remembered. Last year, 1st July. I had friends' gathering before I head off to here. Same date I had gathering last Wed. Conincident? Perhaps or just random :) It was at Marina Bay. Hmmm. Memories, memories. Bel bel's poems inspired me :) ♥
Tada.
I just feel like crapping craps here. I don't know what's with people testing my patience a lot. And most of all, don't make me be middle person okay. I really dislike that.
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5 more days (thanks to the TV ad) for my freedom. I can't wait. Credits to Emma. Despite of the heavy rain this morning, my bike is arrived safely at her house's garage. I don't care if I got wet due to the rain, I just want to make sure my 'baby bicycle' is at good hand.
I just have the feelings of being invisible. Invisible of everything. I don't know why. 3 more weeks till I'm back in reality. Back to my busy life. I can't wait to get to Ikea. I can't wait in less than a month.
Life in front of you is all unpredictable. People along the way, come and go. No matter how hard you want to keep them in your life, you just can't. I don't know why. It's just that, sometimes is it I trust people way too soon and on the other hand, they took advantage on me? Thanks for that, I ain't a fool anymore. I just hate the fact some people being "inconsiderate".
Looking forward and deleting my past, is what I actually did this semester. Well, that's what new life is for,isn't it? I was forced to do so.
Enough of the lies and hypocrisy in front of me. I'm done with it. Because what I know is that, all this while, it's just a lie for everything you did. Oh, I'm sorry that I didn't know. But at 1st place, why you put yourself in so much risk in the unforeseeable future? Don't try to be nice to me when actually you're not. If I knew this is coming, I should had escape for it. But I've already prepared for the worst. I am not a kid anymore.
tada.
At some point, I don't understand what's with the human greed? Especially for money. Why? Greed.. greed and greed.
To some people I owe you,your kindness, I really appreciate that a lot. Especially to Emma, my neighbour in this suburb. And also Esther and Min.
I've learnt that people come and go in our life. Both good and bad people.. Sometimes, you do question why the good 1 live shorter than the 1 that is bad. Well, I do question myself sometimes. That's God's will. He wants me to go through all of these to wake me up and realize things that I don't see from the beginning. There are many things that I can't predict though most of them I can sense earlier. Sometimes, I feel frustrated with some people. Why? Because they seems to forget good things that is awaiting in front of them when others don't have. For instance, you already got a job. Currently, I am having trouble to find a job that is not related to food industry. I am hoping to get 1 as soon as possible. I must not give up.
Obviously that's 1 of my struggles at the moment. Struggles I must achieve as soon as possible. Struggle to keep up on myself. I just can't wake up and pretend all these things don't happen anymore. I just feel like I'm losing my faith and hope these days. I turned to someone whom I, myself may not recognize. Things don't come easily if you don't work for it. I agree with that. When you enjoyed the good things too much, you forgot where are the source of the good things.
Just random. Tada.
I was waiting for the bus this morning and it was really cold. I got a conclusion, some Ozzy-ian are really friendly especially those older generation. Anyone agree with me? I had a chat with an elderly lady. Just random chat. I went shopping for some stuffs. I didn't know that I'm kinda picky person till that sales guy at the Rebel shop did actually succeed to persuade me to buy the light.
I have a new addiction. BEJEWELED. I played till my right hand feel cramp. My right hand does feel weak a bit now. I'm so hell addicted.
I got a shocking news from a good friend of mine. I hope he'll be fine. I'm praying for him and leaving him up to Him. I feel a bit down now. I can't question why it happened but no matter what, God please watch over him and keep him safe in Your hands.
And 1 point I realize that there's danger open wide in front of me. It's up to me to escape it or to take it. My alertness did decline a bit. I realize that when I walk and cycle. It did shocked me. I was thinking too much when I walk. Part of me want to enjoy the fresh air I breathe in and out everyday. I just must enjoy the air here.
I was reading someone's blog and it took me quite awhile to really think of the reality. I was flooded with my thoughts. Well, most of the time. I learnt lotsa things when I am here. By myself. The word "alone" is invisible in my dictionary. So yeah. When there's people around you, appreciate them and respect them even they hurt you so much. You don't live to hate. And there are things in life you can't escape. That is illness. So, do make sure you take care of yourself well. Not all illness can be cure with medication and stuffs. Either you take it or you deny it. No matter how long you deny it, it's still there. Wake up and think of a way to prevent it. It's never too late to start today.
And for things in life that had happened, keep the good memories and forget the bad 1. That's my quote in life. And for those good memories, smile when you thought of them. Because no matter how good it is, you can't go back and repeat them. I believe that bad things happened for a reason. For the past years, I lost the people that I cared a lot. Who they are, doesn't matter anymore because.. I am glad that I've met them in my life.
Well, I've put my past behind now. I don't wanna care about them too much because what I know is that I have a present life to live. Whether I use them wisely or I play with them. Life is like a game. There's good and bad, there's happy and sad, there's success and failure, there's love and hate.
I don't know why I'm saying all of this, I guess I'm glad that I've closed my past chapters in my life. After all this while, I'm glad I'm out of Miri. New life, new friends, new adventure. Close the old memories and life. It's not like I bid farewell to Miri. Miri is still part of me.
I better continue with my Heroes. Few episodes left. And buried myself with novel.
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